Just a channel to convey my thoughts, feelings and updates on my life.
Monday, April 1, 2013
My abs..My goal.. @ 12:47 AM
It has been 4 months since my last post, and this just shows how fast time passed. I have been rather busy coping with school and work, and everyday seem to be another tedious day for me. I am not complaining, whining a little, but am still grateful on how well I am doing right now.
Moving on to the main topic of today, back in the beginning this year, I promised myself that I should get into some abs training. I have been
Hope this method will work out for me, in the meantime, I shall work hard in the gym soon! I can do this! And so can you!
Progress of my abs
End of March:
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
A new year, a new start! @ 11:49 PM
I have been neglecting this blog ever since last year April and this blog was just left alone up till now. This blog came to my mind out of the blue while I was looking for a channel to pen down my new year resolution earlier today. Oh well, I may be fortunate that I still have not close down it entirely and hence, I am still able to continue writing whatever I want here.
It's always good to reflect at certain point in time, to see if one is on the right track towards their goals. For me, I thought that hey, maybe reflecting on the first day of a new year on the past year will be a good choice, perhaps that applies for me.
So my year in 2012, there are many ups and downs but I guess all of us will kind of experience it right? Last year may not be the best year I had in my entire life, but I am really grateful for all the opportunities that were given to me. In the year of 2012, I have learnt many valuable lessons in life, met many wonderful people and have made many life-changing mistakes that make me realized many aspects of life. Although bad things happened, I am fortunate that I have learnt how to look at things a different angle and able to analyse and handle difficult situations. I am now able to appreciate things better and be much more contented with what I have. I have learnt not to take things for granted, and I am able to truly appreciate things and it has been allowing me to feel much happier as a person.
I started my new year being very happy and hopeful, and I really do hope that this will continue throughout the year 2013. Of course, I do hope to get things that I want and need. But I shall let the nature take its course. I guess that feeling happy, positive and appreciative will be enough to push me on further. My wish for this year shall be simple, as long as I am happy, I shall be the most fortunate girl in the world.
So those who are reading this, learn to look things at a different perspective and may all of you be as happy as how I am too! <3 div="div">
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Never good at anything.. @ 12:01 AM
I am supposed to be studying for my quizzes and preparing for my presentation for tomorrow, yet I am here writing down how I feel right now. I know I might be a little over sensitive sometimes, but I am feeling terrible right now. (Yes, I am an emotional prick) Since young, I am never good at anything in regardless of studies, CCAs, making friends etc and etc. I come from an average family, with little love from my siblings but fortunately, I have the most perfect parents. (Love you mommy and daddy)
I used to be in Red Swastika School was I was younger. My results were average (Mostly band 1 and 2) and I am always an average student in class. No matter how many band 1s I tried to get, it just seem that I am never better than my peers. Even with 2 band 1s and a band 2, I am still that average student in class who never will make it in life. I told myself, hey, its okay. I still have my clique of friends. But sadly, all went to different schools. Trying to be optimistic about my friendships, I told myself that we will sure be together. But I was all wrong.
Then I moved on the Bedok South Secondary School. I got into the "A" class by accident. Fortunately, I have beautiful teachers who are willing to work hard and provide us with the best. I thought that my life was perfect, being in the top class in school, getting good grades, having the best CCA and of course, having the only bestest friend of my life. But God seemed to be jealous about me, I have not even get to enjoy any of these privilege before he took ALL of them away. Yes, all of them!
My level position dropped from 5 to top 15. I quit from my CCA committee. And my relationship with my best friend deteriorate. And by the end of my secondary school education, poof, they were all gone. I ended up with a L1R5 of 17, having no achievements from my CCA and no more best friend. I left school all alone, yet again.
I was offered a course in Ngee Ann Polytechnic, majoring in Tourism and Resort Management. I was thrilled as it was a good course. I took up the offer and head towards my education in Diploma, and wanting to start afresh. I admit that I kind of burnt out, trying to study so hard in Secondary that I neglected my studies, and focus on fun. My GPA then was an average of 2-ish. I hated school. I hated to travel a good 3 hours to school back and fro. But fortunately, I met a bunch of great friends. But again, good times passed too quickly before they were taken away from me. People changed. And things are not the same as how it is. I left school, again, without true friends.
Even up till where I am now, in university now, I still feel that I have no achievements. I am either good in studies, good at socializing or even good at anything. I feel so useless and helpless. Why cant I just enjoy some privilege of happiness whereby I can have good grades, best friends, job opportunities or even at the lest bit, good at something else? Why?
What did I exactly do to deserve all this? I have been trying so hard! So hard that one day I just feel like giving up everything! Nobody understands how exactly I feel right now. It's all messed up! Sigh! I am just an over stretched rubber band. One day.. just one day..
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
@ 1:29 PM
After so long of not watching Michelle Phan's video, I have watched all the missed episodes one day and saw some nice makeup she introduced. I have been wanting to find a nice red lip colour for myself and always bought those that does not suit my skin colour *pissed*. Imagine the amount I have already spent on the colours that does not even suit me in the first place and left there rotting *double pissed*, I could have been much richer than I am now *triple pissed*!! -_-''
Noting down the colours she used in her videos, I went to g market to search for the best deals. Apparently, there is this seller who specialized in NYX products and has a warehouse in Toh Guan Road. So me being me *kiasu*, I went down from my place to the other end of Singapore just to visit her warehouse, and got myself some good deals.
Well, enough said!!! I shall unveil those gems now!!
Bought myself the following:
1. Too Faced Leopard Love (Bronze, Blush & Highlight)
2. NYX 5 Colour Shadow, The Caribbean Collection
3. NYX Matte Lip stick
4. NYX Jumbo Eye Pencil
5. NYX Lip cream x 2
I spent a total of 92 bucks and the best thing is, I did not have enough money with me. Luckily, F was there and
I did not intend to get this initially. But this is totally too cute to resist. The bronzer, blusher and highlighter is in shapes of leopard prints. I bet any girls on the street will have to agree with me. And the part that motivated me to purchase is also because that was the one last piece. And I have not seen it anywhere outside. Therefore, out of impulse, I bought it!!! Arggh!! Retail therapy just makes me broke! *sigh*
I tested the eye shadow colours and the lip cream on myself and absolutely love them. I mixed both the lip cream colours so that my red will not look so harsh, but more of a softer kind of red. The lip colours are rather long lasting as I only have to touch up once 7 hours after eating and drinking. The lip colours are in Amsterdam(red) and Antwerp(peach).
And of course, last but not lest, some pictures of myself cam-whoring before heading to work!
Monday, April 23, 2012
My Precious.. @ 12:16 AM
I have not been blogging for so long, until today, as I have an exciting news to share! A new baby has join my family!! Yayyyyy! Baby, as in a puppy, and definitely not a real human baby. Oops!
I know most of the people around me will disagree with me by bringing another puppy to the household since I already have an aggressive poodle. However, I beg to differ. Those who have known me would have know that I am a dog lover, especially poodles. And I feel that another one will make my life more exciting comparing to my mundane school life. I also feel that Maxie should have a playmate, a partner to teach him that he is a dog, and not human. Although I am facing a little problem with Maxie accepting the puppy, I guess time and some training will do the trick. *praying hard, fingers cross*
Anyway, enough said! It is time to introduce my new puppy!! She is a 2 months old female black poodle. And because she is so bubbly and cute, I have decided to name her Peaches. Peaches, obviously, does not have any link with her coat colour. However, it is after all, a cute name for a cute puppy like her. I wanted to name her Charcoal or Pepper initially, but those names are just not cute enough for her. *fluffy*
I actually bought her on the 14th of April, but due being unwell, I decided to return to the breeder to nurse her back to health. She is now back with us ytd and so far, she is rather healthy (except for occasional coughing and sneezing). I hope that she is really well and healthy now.
She licked me while trying to take picture with her. Such a darling. <3
Hey there, baby Peaches!
Freddie and I brought her out, placed her in his bag and carried her around Tampines malls. Most of the people did not realise that we were carrying a dog since Peaches is really too black to be seen.
But of course, not to forget, I still love Maxie boy a lot! He is my first official dog and I really dote on him. I make sure that he will be the one to be *sayang* when I am home.
Love you Maxie <3
Can not wait for Maxie and Peaches to love each other... Only time tells!
Thursday, August 25, 2011
I LOVE MY HAIR.. @ 2:18 AM
At least to myself!
I just had my hair cut and dyed two days ago! And I am super in love with my hair now!! The colour and the cut make my hair look thicker. <3<3<3
For those who want to know which salon I went to, its Jeric Salon at Parco Bugis Junction. Jeric did my hair personally alright? So nice of him! I feel so honoured!! :) He did some layering to my hair to make my hair look thicker on top, giving the illusion of me having thick hair. Colour was also chosen by him. He told me that black hair will make my fine hair look even flatter.
Whats good hair day with no pictures right? Oops!
Nice right? Do I look Korean-ish/Japan-ish? *Thick Skin*
I used to think that I will look 5 years older if I have perm. He then did a temporary perm and told me that I can look young with perm! Gosh! I can't stop looking at my hair now. Pretty hair makes my day!! :)
Alright! Enough of self-praising my hair!! Shall rest now! Hopefully I will update more often!! Good night!
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Singtel Grid Girl 2011 @ 12:46 PM
ATTENTION TO FRIENDS OUT THERE!!!!
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